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Still feeling like poo these days. My self-diagnosis tells me that I will likely be back in the hospital tomorrow for a blood transfusion again. That would be good and bad. Good, because it means that we know what the problem is. Bad, because it means the Procrit isn't as effective as we had hoped and my marrow is still messed up. But at least if this is still from the anemia then we know the problem. If they check my blood and I'm not anemic, then we have to try to solve a new problem.

It's just so frustrating to spend so much time on the couch! I feel completely useless and it's starting to get to me. Throw in the fact that the steroids are making me weepy and I'm kind of a puddle.

On the upside? I'm still pain-free!!